I'm feeling a little obsessive fangirl right now...caught up in the whirlwind of the tour dates being announced, and the possibility of an invite to the LA rehearsals. I'm feeling like I'm about to spend too much money getting tix to the colorado and sf shows...so i'm going to spend a few minutes reminding myself why it's important to do such crazy things and spend my hard earned money and go to all these extremes...
~you only live once.
~i just got a new job where i make twice as much as i used to, even it isn't all that much...so i deserve a reward!
~let's face it...incubus is an old band. they've been around for 20 years, and who knows how much longer they'll be touring? i want to see them as many times as i can.
~music is everything to me. brandon boyd's voice is the most amazing thing in the world. i could listen to jose pasillas and mike eizinger rock out and harmonize for hours on end. and dj kilmore is freaking amazing.
~incubus music...every different kind...makes me feel something amazing inside. when i'm sad, incubus cheers me up. when i'm happy, i rock out to my favorite incubus songs. when nothing is going right in the world, i can listen to incubus and find a reason to live.
~i want to be that girl who has seen incubus ten times! why the hell not! i want to show my devotion and get some epic music and memories out of it. incubus was my first ever concert, and every single time i've seen them has been amazing, and brings back great times.
so basically...its worth it. to bid on a M&G package, to fight other crazy girls for brandon's autograph, to spend all the money in my bank account and then totally get stage fright when trying to tell these guys how much they mean to me...
it's all worth it in the end.